Tuesday, May 11, 2010

My Journey. My First Blog

My journey and my transition. It all was here all along. Since I was little. Since I was a child I always knew. I always wondered why I wasn't who I was. Why was I born like this? Why wasn't I right?

I knew since I was young. My very first cognitive memory was of me wondering why I was not a girl on the outside.

I tried everything in my power to hide this. I was scared because it didn't take much intelligence to know I was different but I remained scared.

I hide within my ownself.

I started my transition in January of 2010. It is now May. I have seen a wonderful Psychiatrist for two months now, have been on hormone replacement therapy over a month ago and beginning to feel right for the first time in years.

Ive been accepted into Seminary. All is well. So far. They know I am a tgirl and in transition and they are fine with it.

No more excuses. I need to finish this. I need to be me for now on.